ENTRY #16 - Journal: 5 - 11 May '24

Sunday 5 May

Dinner last night, said I’d only have a drop. The evening ends and I’ve got five used wine glasses lined up in front of me, but I’m feeling surprisingly better than what I worried might come of this - perhaps my constitution isn’t as hampered as I’d thought. My brain never had an acid feeling to it as well; an improvement from the last time this sort of thing happened.

Beginning last year I had this recurring feeling that I was walking into spider threads out in public. I thought that was what it was, but having had this sensation whilst indoors this evening - I realise just now, that all along it was this technology.

Monday 6 May

Didn’t wake up numb today. Went on my detox run in the morning rain. I was pretty slow going but given the level of my energy I felt permitted to take it easily. I think my cognition is recovering. It’s slow, and I can’t get carried away with hopes that I could do what I once did, but issues I used to have are at least lesser. In terms of problems I’ve noticed on this front, I think my common sense has diminished. In conversation I am more animal, egoic and base than I recognise in myself. Gastro-intestinal problems are getting a bit ridiculous. I can’t keep my head in the sand on this issue and pretend that this isn’t something I’m going to have to make a concerted effort to address. I need to be quite careful with what I eat if I hope for improvement. I feel the effect of everything I consume and get away with nothing. On the positive side, this is at least giving me discipline. I also woke up terribly grumpy today, my mind addled with unwanted thoughts. I think this is parasitic.

Bumped the NaClO2 ratio down another notch - 1 drop:750ml water. This felt really good, probably the best it’s ever felt, and was even zapping the things in my eyes, an effect that only MasterPeace held at first. I think I’ll keep it at this dosage for the time being and may experiment with reducing it further. It seems that with NaClO2, at least for me, less is more. Took it again at the same dosage in the night. It felt like a rush of tiny stars were flying out of my heart.

Tuesday 7 May

Energy was stupidly low in the morning but got up to reasonable levels during the day, due to the weather I think, which was lovely and sunny. Open an email from the MasterPeace company. In some linked documents it says their product can be administered to the eyes. I have felt things occupying both of my own, so that’s going to be an interesting experiment, not one that I was quite ready to perform today.

A midday breakfast of frozen blueberries and dark chocolate. The resulting nootropic effect allowed me to write 300 in words in one go. That’s not something I’ve ever done before, so a positive sign for my neural health. Resupplied kombucha in the afternoon. I was craving cake after supper, and in some distress from conflictedness of mind over it, but after taking my post evening meal essential oil round the craving left me. I’m think that was the peppermint and frankincense killing whatever in my gut that was asking for it.

Wednesday 8 May

Numb again upon waking. Having barely eaten I take essential oils in the afternoon whereupon my blood pressure became rather low. Hydration was most of the matter. Water with lime and a pinch of salt got me working again.

Amazon came through with a care package in the form of Organic Liquid Stevia. I purchased this in order to address the tummy troubles I’ve been having, courtesy of whichever dodgy bacterias have ended up in me. As per the instructions of Dr Love I took six drops in water and found effects that exceeded my expectation. My bloated tummy bubbled, contracted and vacuumed in for, I don’t remember how long, twenty minutes or so. Then my face felt warmer and my brain lit up a little. I thought stevia was going to be a medicine of an auxiliary sort of rank, but the effect I experienced upon first use was far beyond the effects of the oils I’d used for my gut - those being peppermint and frankincense. Stevia takes the rank of essential medicine.

Thursday 9 May

Had tummy cramps after taking stevia but got the sense that it was a necessary stage in progressing out of these tummy troubles. Anyway when I sat down on the beach (thereby grounding) it went away. Felt a big parasitic emergence today. Wasn’t certain why this happened but it came after drinking the water I’d collected from a flow in the cliff. Perhaps that means that was dodgy stuff - don’t know, but will probably stick to the stuff from the shop.
Didn’t have a pleasant night. Went to bed with a weak pulse, but also feeling pressurised? I’d hadn’t taken my essential oils that day, and hardly any NaClO2 as well. I don’t know if that was the reason for my bad condition, but I hoped that my nightly dose of MasterPeace would make me feel better. Unfortunately it didn’t, I don’t think I felt any effect from it. I went to bed praying to see the next morning, and waking up a couple of times in the night with my eyes, head and body feeling pressurised. Things weren’t helped by having an amount of food in my system beyond its current capacity. Should have been completely fasted that day and regret not doing so.

Friday 10 May

Wake up in the same sort of state I went to sleep in. Had a glass of water, which set off a bit of bubbling in my abdomen that generally occurs when I take stevia, as though there was a residual amount in there or something. Taking sodium chlorite didn’t fix the malaise I was in. Weak and underslept I headed to bed for a snooze. On the grounding sheet I gradually relaxed into a better state which began with the feeling of heats in my lungs and then progressed to a decompression and dissipation of much of the tension that beset me, with bits of my system opening up and slotting back into order. Did my essential oils, took stevia again, and then a couple of mugs of pine needle tea later in the day, which had an enormously positive effect. Pine needle tea has been another thing I’d been negligent of, maybe slightly dismissive, and I don’t know why because it did me so much good now, regenerating my brain, and making heart bubble happily with this pleasant, warm feeling in my chest. It also had an anti-parasitic effect, my mind becoming calmer and more peaceful. At this point I felt wiggling in my head. What I thought to be nanotech I now think are parasites. I could have saved myself a lot of suffering by taking this sooner, in a regular routine. I can at least do so now. It may even be possible for pine needle tea to make up for the current absence of pine needle oil in my personal apothecary. Think Dr Love’s recently published low-cost protocol said that.

Saturday 11 May

Woke up without numbness in my shoulder area. Energy was very low in the morning but this was improved upon taking NaClO2 and breakfast following that.

I can feel the parasites in me, not at all times fortunately, but during the times I do I can feel them wiggling around, and everywhere: head, legs, eyes, etc.

On a train out into the countryside. Environment makes a big difference and the fields and forests make me feel much better. On the way there I had a look through the Substack of Frances Leader, an independent British journalist who’s put together a good rundown on the consequences of EMF radiation. I see that much of my symptom profile is that of radiation exposure.

At the beginning of the week I got away with five glasses of wine. At the end of it, however, I didn’t get away with a small glass of ale. That stuff was straight poison. My gut became a vat of acid, everywhere else got super acidified. Heart troubles of the low blood pressure variety followed in the night. My pulse was weaker and slower, and it felt as though something was sat in my heart. Perhaps that’s low blood pressure for you, but I don’t know.

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