ENTRY #13 - Journal: 15 - 20 April '24
Monday 15 April
Wake up with lungs feeling leaden with last night’s shisha. I’ve not smoked much shisha in the past but would have remembered if I felt this way afterwards. Either my body isn’t as good at cleansing itself, or there’s something already occupying my lungs. Put imperfectly, I have had, whilst cycling around the city, the feeling that there’s something in there.
The consequences of yesterday’s decision to smoke graphene oxide tainted cigarettes haven’t been improved by sleep. My cognition has been knocked down a few gears. I have to concentrate hard to make conversation since I don’t process it at a normal speed. I’m wobbly to the point that I’m swaying a little bit when standing still. Some sensation in my skin is gone as well. Going about town, my decision making and awareness, in crossing roads and so forth, is such that I can see in myself what I see in elderly people, and can tell why they need someone to look after them.
Get my hands on the MasterPeace delivery. Stuff certainly works.
Tuesday 16 April
Woke up in the morning feeling bad headwise. Took MasterPeace and felt a bit better. Took four drop of peppermint in the morning, which you can feel work on the gut, then more MasterPeace after that. Oils taken that evening were: Frankincense, Lemongrass, Oregano, Sage, Lemonseed, and another lot of Peppermint, at three to five drops apiece.
Tucked up in bed I took MasterPeace again on the grounding sheet, which I’ve found works as a catalyser in this respect, and the effect was incredible - by far the greatest impact it had had thus far. Unfamiliar bodily sensations are difficult to describe but there was this silver glow almost - at the top of my head, then palpations in my abdomen, and then the stuff got everywhere, working magic in places I didn’t think it would like my tibialis and lower quadricep.
Wednesday 17 April
Wake up and the left side of my face feels a bit numb. Notice I’ve less dexterity in my toes. Fingers are a little stiff. Body temperature is low, and has been for some time. That’d be a good thing to look into. People of Twitter say that eating coconut oil will raise it. My mood is also low, the problem in part feels like my brain is lacking in nutrient profile. Cognition is impaired to the degree that I’ve gained some relational sympathy with the elderly.
Took one bout of essential oils: Peppermint, Lemonseed, Lemongrass, Oregano, Sage, Frankincense, Pine needle. Think I’m probably going to lay off the pine needle until I can get some of the legit stuff. Some suspicions that the oil is for aromatic, rather than ingestinal purposes, are affirmed by that in taking it, I become an air diffuser. The scent hangs in my breath and I’ve found that rooms I spend time in are perfumed by its aroma.
Headed into town and to the post office. To say this risks projecting my biases onto reality, but I felt magnetised, plugged in, bluetoothed.
Supper and my mother’s cooked potato wedges baked in olive oil. Will spare details but I’m sensitive to things that never used to bother me. My system is less robust and more delicate than what I’m used to. Take sodium chlorite in the evening, at a 1 drop/330ml ratio. I’m not well hydrated, which is important re NaCl, and I feel it’s straining me so I leave off it. Five drops of MasterPeace before bed.
Thursday 18 April
Body temperature low. Nose, toes, fingers all cold. Last night’s potato wedges out of the system to the feeling of much relief. My energy is very low. Going about tasks in the house takes effort and struggle. Walked about the neighbourhood at a very slow pace. Disinhibited as well - for being brain damaged. Would just stop where I was when thinking about something. Read a book perched atop a tree stump.
Took drops of sage and peppermint essential oils in the morning. Sage brought an activation to the front of my head and a kind of activity at the crown of my head - like a lower order buzzing or tingling. Don’t know what it signifies. Took all the oils I was supposed in the day’s second round. Felt MasterPeace get something at the front of my neck, guessing that would be the thyroid.
Friday 19 April
Took my oils in the morning all in one go rather than breaking up their administration throughout the day as I had been doing. May have been a bit too much too soon. Took MasterPeace alongside and didn’t feel the former effects.
Saturday 20 April
Wobbly, and hands are slightly numb. Sensation of needles in constellation at the top-back of my head is present. Accidentally gave myself six drops of oregano oil rather than three. Obviously not a big deal, but oregano (alongside Clove) is one of the ones that you need to be careful with. Six weeks max according to Dr Love; otherwise, kidneys I think it was won’t be happy.
Hydration has been an issue for me so big result when I learn that there’s a water spring near where I live. That’s looking like problem solved.
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